I am so done with being a god damn fuck up. I am going trough all of this shit and I just need one person to tell me everything’s going to be okay. Everyone else has all their own problems and I can’t fix everyone! I NEED HELP TOO! I’m fighting with my mom, my heads hurting so bad, I have to go to the neurologists tomorrow, I’m worries and stressed about school, my brother is constantly putting me down, I’m not happy with myself, I feel like I’m drowning and I can’t keep my head up long enough to even get a breath. I have no one to talk to and I am scared out of my mind about tomorrow and I don’t know what to do anymore. I hate that I don’t have control over my life, and I just can’t handle much more. I am so broken, and I don’t care anymore. I want my life to go back to normal, I wants friends back, I want to 10 again when my life was fine, and I wasn’t responsible in helping to practically raise my brother, I honestly feel like I can’t even breath. I just am so done with all the bullshit, and I just wish I could have someone that I know is going to be there for me, because right now I feel so alone. I am so fucked up, it’s not even funny. My brains not even normal. JEWKDWLXIHAMSPQNDEMOWNXSODWNBDODEIEUWNJWOD SK S